Sky Angel

Corresponding to the weather outside, my heart was just so painful. Hurtful words cannot express my feelings, nor melancholy words could. I feel so weak, so vulnerable when you left me. I couldn't believe my eyes. Maybe I shouldn't have dived into this unbreakable love whirlpool of yours, that constantly spins me around, flying me to paradise, freezing all the happy memories.

I guess that you left me for good, huh? Well let me tell you, it doesn't. I know I've been wrong all the times, and I knew that this time, you're not here anymore to forgive me. I wonder what it's like, leaving the world behind. Maybe I should've followed you, I don't know. You're the will for me to live, without you, I'm a useless man of the night. When eclipse occurs you're always there to support me. I don't know what should do now. Maybe kill myself? No, that's not what you want. You want me to live without you. Can I?

Walking back to my piano room that you're so enthusiastic with, I settled down to my white Sky Angle piano. You've said once that you liked this piano very much because of it's melancholy melody that suits my personality perfectly. Seems like you'll never be able to hear it anymore. Now that you're gone, my will to live is weak. If  I can play the most melancholy song -- Midnight Sonata perfectly, then I'll live. If not, I'll die.


Putting my fingers on the piano lightly, I drew a deep breath. Following my memory's lead, my fingers dances on the piano keys, so swiftly and so elegantly, as you said. The repeating melody that was used to create this song was so beautiful, as you said. Sky Angel sings with it's melancholy melody, so melancholy until you will cry. As the song goes on, my heart continues to beat steadily. As I thought I could forget about you, I could let go of everything, my fingers stopped at the last note. My heartbeat fades away, my body crumples to the ground. An odd ringing is in my ears, and memories of you with me appears in my mind like a slideshow.

I breathed for the last time, and closed my eyes. My soul leaves my body, and Sky Angel stood beside my body, melancholy as ever.